across the silences these words are true
that answer sorrow with with a worthy smile
but will not pause to soften nor revile
your efforts nor the feelings that are due
this passing day what is it we review
among the many sights that might beguile
each voyager who reaches this last mile
is that the known provides us with a clue
some would be said to answer that the day
is not sufficient for all that we need
but we must struggle onwards into night
actors and viewers of the self-same play
not certain if our desperation’s greed
but ever hopeful we can get things right
where crossing rivers can be made to count
against the value of all we hold dear
in spite of all that’s known at the frontier
where hope and learning are held paramount
no one would wait on those who’d dare remount
for the long journey of the pioneer
made by the awkward and the most sincere
who have their truths to keep and to recount
no voyage matters this at last we learn
except to those who never need the map
the ones excepted from each changing trend
those are the masters who will always yearn
to hear our answer yet not give a rap
since all must come out equal in the end
our meanings come from choices handed down
by those who built the towers and raised the sky
the folk who farmed the fields and filled the town
who'd made the horrid trip and did not die
their long hope was back to lost home to fly
but all the horrors made their footsteps slow
while home was lost in the far eastern glow
they had their duties and their constant care
and all the many pains we cannot know
all changed with dessalines at vertières
so much depends upon a simple frown
a gesture or a winking of the eye
to make disaster or to grant renown
turn all our wishes into one great lie
or send us each to the last great good-bye
by means
no evidence the world is bent in shape
a bluish globe with wooly white of cloud
the mountains form a contrast sharp and proud
against the sea we note the golden cape
while in the sky dark birds seem to escape
the planetary force while winds are loud
above the foam and yet we are uncowed
though eyes are open and all mouths agape
there is a reason we have reached this place
and taken stock at the appropriate time
for our authority to be compelled
into new channels and a different space
with better thought and clearer paradigm
now that the party’s over and trial’s held
no matter what we say we do not feel
the pain of others right inside each heart
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
for one more challenge for the last appeal
which was presaged right at the very start
no matter what we say we do not feel
our hopes and urges have been brought to heel
and the last hero laid upon a cart
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
to see the message and to take our meal
in comfort all who come here will depart
no matter what we say we do not feel
we will start forward and then we will reel
back down in sign that we have lacked the art
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
for what is good the last hard
where no man argues and no woman fights
for good or evil we have reached an end
of human battles and the stars portend
no better indications as the nights
close in we note their distant blinking lights
as symbols we might faintly comprehend
when we are whole but what the worlds intend
is not a matter that we have to rights
the argument of workers in the day
or farmers when the wind upsets the trees
is much the same as when we all were young
to bring about the work without delay
ignore the rain and not yield to the breeze
since a strong back outdoes a silver tongue
where in the sunlight all the dirt's dispelled
we take our leave then some will go to sleep
their blankets piled upon them in a heap
while in the forest all the spirits gelled
anticipating that when we excelled
at sport and art the answer would be deep
but nothing holds there's no place here to keep
our kindnesses the earth itself rebelled
none can permit the law to be denied
by those who are so bound to a far higher
that their hard hands are in the moment lit
by the illuminations of their pride
the incandescence of a greater fire
than can be understood by human wit
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
into the dark and nothing good returns
for all we’ve done what once was gold is brown
as winter comes like satan into town
all minds are numb just as the river churns
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
a sad destruction but no one will frown
believing that we get what the thief earns
for all we’ve done what once was gold is brown
now skies are darker than a priestly gown
for what one makes the other overturns
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
so no one stands for hope or for renown
but gets instead just what the jackass earns
for all we’ve done what once w
here on the boundary of truth and lie
where ordinary magics have their rule
underneath heaven permanently cool
no one escapes nor is allowed to cry
against the judgment of the steely sky
since every human is at last a fool
while failure is the final mark at school
the arrow that will find each weeping eye
all that we know amounts to waste of air
on these strange days when we desire to feel
the urgent courage of our better days
but what we get is new return of care
another revolution of the wheel
and nothing better coming through the haze
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
the world defies our choices and our rage
in the republic of the wholly damned
we spoke and then our thoughts were truly slammed
by those who said that with keen words on page
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
the metre's right and the line's not enjambed
yet all we get is a poor poet's wage
in the republic of the wholly damned
since for the moment the signal's not jammed
so that the the enemy cannot engage
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
until they burst and our dead corpses rammed
into the the dullest moments of the age
in the republic of the wholly dammed
across the silences these words are true
that answer sorrow with with a worthy smile
but will not pause to soften nor revile
your efforts nor the feelings that are due
this passing day what is it we review
among the many sights that might beguile
each voyager who reaches this last mile
is that the known provides us with a clue
some would be said to answer that the day
is not sufficient for all that we need
but we must struggle onwards into night
actors and viewers of the self-same play
not certain if our desperation’s greed
but ever hopeful we can get things right
where crossing rivers can be made to count
against the value of all we hold dear
in spite of all that’s known at the frontier
where hope and learning are held paramount
no one would wait on those who’d dare remount
for the long journey of the pioneer
made by the awkward and the most sincere
who have their truths to keep and to recount
no voyage matters this at last we learn
except to those who never need the map
the ones excepted from each changing trend
those are the masters who will always yearn
to hear our answer yet not give a rap
since all must come out equal in the end
our meanings come from choices handed down
by those who built the towers and raised the sky
the folk who farmed the fields and filled the town
who'd made the horrid trip and did not die
their long hope was back to lost home to fly
but all the horrors made their footsteps slow
while home was lost in the far eastern glow
they had their duties and their constant care
and all the many pains we cannot know
all changed with dessalines at vertières
so much depends upon a simple frown
a gesture or a winking of the eye
to make disaster or to grant renown
turn all our wishes into one great lie
or send us each to the last great good-bye
by means
no evidence the world is bent in shape
a bluish globe with wooly white of cloud
the mountains form a contrast sharp and proud
against the sea we note the golden cape
while in the sky dark birds seem to escape
the planetary force while winds are loud
above the foam and yet we are uncowed
though eyes are open and all mouths agape
there is a reason we have reached this place
and taken stock at the appropriate time
for our authority to be compelled
into new channels and a different space
with better thought and clearer paradigm
now that the party’s over and trial’s held
no matter what we say we do not feel
the pain of others right inside each heart
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
for one more challenge for the last appeal
which was presaged right at the very start
no matter what we say we do not feel
our hopes and urges have been brought to heel
and the last hero laid upon a cart
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
to see the message and to take our meal
in comfort all who come here will depart
no matter what we say we do not feel
we will start forward and then we will reel
back down in sign that we have lacked the art
instead we wait the turning of the wheel
for what is good the last hard
where no man argues and no woman fights
for good or evil we have reached an end
of human battles and the stars portend
no better indications as the nights
close in we note their distant blinking lights
as symbols we might faintly comprehend
when we are whole but what the worlds intend
is not a matter that we have to rights
the argument of workers in the day
or farmers when the wind upsets the trees
is much the same as when we all were young
to bring about the work without delay
ignore the rain and not yield to the breeze
since a strong back outdoes a silver tongue
where in the sunlight all the dirt's dispelled
we take our leave then some will go to sleep
their blankets piled upon them in a heap
while in the forest all the spirits gelled
anticipating that when we excelled
at sport and art the answer would be deep
but nothing holds there's no place here to keep
our kindnesses the earth itself rebelled
none can permit the law to be denied
by those who are so bound to a far higher
that their hard hands are in the moment lit
by the illuminations of their pride
the incandescence of a greater fire
than can be understood by human wit
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
into the dark and nothing good returns
for all we’ve done what once was gold is brown
as winter comes like satan into town
all minds are numb just as the river churns
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
a sad destruction but no one will frown
believing that we get what the thief earns
for all we’ve done what once was gold is brown
now skies are darker than a priestly gown
for what one makes the other overturns
we hit the wall and then the world goes down
so no one stands for hope or for renown
but gets instead just what the jackass earns
for all we’ve done what once w
here on the boundary of truth and lie
where ordinary magics have their rule
underneath heaven permanently cool
no one escapes nor is allowed to cry
against the judgment of the steely sky
since every human is at last a fool
while failure is the final mark at school
the arrow that will find each weeping eye
all that we know amounts to waste of air
on these strange days when we desire to feel
the urgent courage of our better days
but what we get is new return of care
another revolution of the wheel
and nothing better coming through the haze
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
the world defies our choices and our rage
in the republic of the wholly damned
we spoke and then our thoughts were truly slammed
by those who said that with keen words on page
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
the metre's right and the line's not enjambed
yet all we get is a poor poet's wage
in the republic of the wholly damned
since for the moment the signal's not jammed
so that the the enemy cannot engage
our hearts with humour and with pain are crammed
until they burst and our dead corpses rammed
into the the dullest moments of the age
in the republic of the wholly dammed
They who scale mountains
content themselves with the feeling
of love, not confirmed
with action. They can fly the arrow- never mistake- truer
than any romantic. But
height is a lofty mistress, and the
keenness of the wind is
ever seductive, because it whistles
the story clearly that gets
mangled below.
Who -wants- to get mangled?
We are not beasts of burden, even if
we've worn this fur for thousands of years.
To dive from the clean, clean edge into
chaos is unthinkable.
To frolic among the tumbling bodies
and risk trampling and being trampled
is enough to curl back and reach
for the highminded pleasures
of love
Oh, bu
Current Residence: Zeta Reticuli Favourite genre of music: Classical Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams Favourite style of art: innocuous Operating System: Lymphatic MP3 player of choice: iPod Shell of choice:Nautilus Wallpaper of choice: coloured Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: Bucky Katt Personal Quote: Politics is a matter of drilling through hard boards
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Dawn Scott
Favourite Movies
Un chien andalou
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I note that the total number of deviations has hit 3,000. I seem to be extremely deviant. Or something of the sort.
Merry Xmas to all, and to all a good night.
"Public Scholarship and Political Action:
The Memory of Walter Rodney in Jamaica"
F.S.J. Ledgister and Anita M.Waters
Wadabagei: A Journal of the Caribbean and its Diasporas Volume 11 No. 1. (Winter 2008).
A small achievement, but worth recording:
Ledgister, F.S.J. "'Intellectual Murder': Walter Rodney's Groundings in the Jamaican Context." Commonwealth and Comparative Politics 46 (1), February 2008, 79-100.